Birthday Blues

A joke from a college blockmate:
Knock knock
Who's there?
Buff.
Buff who?
Buff bububuff buff buff Happy Birthday to you!

K. Tnx. Noted.

It's my birthday month this May. Although my birthday isn't up until the last week, I feel somehow... serene.

What the eff right? Probably the last words you'd expect from me. Yes. Di bagay.

Cut the long mumblings short: I'm really learning how to wrestle with my demons.

Okay enough dilly dally.

Today, I managed to make a surprise for one of the bosses in my group. I can't help but feel so excited and I just can't hide it... i know i know i want you. Okay nasobrahan. haha

I'm also cooking up something for another friend. I'm begging you right now to cross your fingers on this one. Are you crossing your fingers? Sure? Both of them? Left and right? Okay. Thanks!

Then it got me thinking... let's say... let's just say I also am entitled to a surprise... I don't think anyone could give me on. I don't even know exactly what I want for my birthday. (Although... ang blog ko before this is my wishlist haha) But you know what you really WANT. Like, genie kind of want that you'd wish for it. Other people like food, some their favorite band, others alcohol (amen to those)... But me, I don't know really, quarter life crisis much?

Let me see, if I'm getting married.. I'd like Apo Hiking Society.

If I'm married, a quiet getaway with my husband.

If I have kids, just to wake up to them watching tv on my bed.

If I'm a Lola... Probably liempo... you know how old people aren't allowed to eat pork. hahaha

If I'm single and turning 25.... hhhmm.. I don't know really.

You know how other people make a big fuss about birthdays?

About 4-5 years ago, my ex bf treated me out to dinner and shopped for me the whole shebang.

After that, I spent my birthday in the hospital because another ex bf was suffering from.. I can't remember.

After that, I got a tiffany bracelet from my ex bf, gathered some friends and treated them to some drinks. This may I add should've been the most perfect birthday ever!!!! But when a few hours of it..I got effin' bored but of course I couldn't show it because its my freakin' birthday.  (which was actually a premonition)

And so we move on to this year....  Zzzz.....Not even tickets to Kylie Minogue can make this girl jump for joy for my birthday.

Maybe world peace?
Spiritual Enlightenment?
Yoga?
Burlesque Classes?!
Getaway?
Sleep?
House and Lot?

Yes I'm whining. Whine.. rhymes with wine... hhmmm.... not bad not bad.

Okay, world peace na lang. :)) (cliche)

I just noticed how cliche rhymes with touche! Interesting.

I'm going to stop rhyming now.

Haha

Oh yeah.... I want to start writing again. Like write write. Can you bear with me? Yeah? Yeah! (Kinda talking to myself because no one really reads this.)

Oooopppsss Sisa moment. :))